Bgirl

so you know those crazy things that you've always wanted to try, but because you have to fit some silly stereotype or something, like if i wear floral print, i can't actually break dance or hip hop dance or want to fix cars? today, i tried bgirling, and as stupid as i probably looked, and besides the fact i probably re-sprained my ankle, i find it incredibly fun. maybe this, like lacrosse, ballet, ice-skating, gymnastics, crew, will last for a season. i think i'm either too ADHD or maybe i just haven't found that one thing in life i'm passionate about. I know i ought to pray to God about it, and i have, but it seems just odd to leave it up to God. I know i need to trust him with everything, but it's hard to just let it go, let go of the control. one day i will have a ramble on majors/minors up, but for now it is time for me to talk/sleep.